5 weeks

I will be a wife in 5 weeks. 5 weeks from this very moment in time I will be settling in with our closest friends and family and my husband for a big Mexican meal after a private sunset cruise.  (No, we're not Mexican, but our favorite TC restaurant is.)  I will be a wife.  I will be his wife.  J's wife.  The Mrs.  I want to laugh and cry and hide under the covers for a bit too.  I'm excited.  I'm anxious.  I'm a bit nervous and overwhelmed too.  I feel like once it's all over, I will have to learn a new way of life.  A life without color swatches, floral choices, venue location decisions, alterations, menus, invitations and anticipation.  What will I do with my time?  I can't believe i'm feeling a little melancholy.  I keep telling myself that this is all normal.  But heck...what do I know about normal?  What I do know is that our shower  was this past Sunday.  It was beautiful.  I loved every bit of it.  Thank you to my amazing sister (my Maid of Honor) and my momma for a day that will be remembered as perfect.  I love you both!

(Here's a little sneak peek.  I'm still waiting for all the shower photos from our photographer.)